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I DREADED FOR THIS DAY TO COME! FROM CHILDHOOD TO NOW, THIS
IS THE DAY I WAS NEVER PREPARED OF….STEPHY LEAVING.
(STEPHANIE “STEPHY” DE LEON; JUNE 05 2005- August 16, 2017)
DEATH IS SOMETHING I CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND.
STEPHY WAS SO MUCH MORE THAN ANY HUMAN I HAVE MET. SHE WAS
MY BESTEST OF THE BESTEST FRIEND, SHE WAS MY CONIFIDANT, SHE WAS MY SISTER.
WHEN EVERYTHING IN THE WORLD SEEMED TO TURNED ITS BACK FROM ME, STEPHY WAS THE
ONLY WHO STAYED.
LIFE GOT ME USED TO BE THE ONE LEAVING, I WAS NEVER PREPARED
FOR HER DEPARTURE. SO MUCH MORE THAT I WAS NOT THERE.
PROBABLY IT WAS EASIER THAT WAY. OLD AGE AND SHE WAS IN
PAIN, IT WAS BETTER FOR HER TO LEAVE NOW THAN SEE ME CRYING AT HER DEATH BED.
LIFE WILL BE SO MUCH DIFFERENT WITHOUT STEPHY. I KNEW SHE
WAS OLD AND ANY TIME SHE HAD TO LEAVE BUT AT THAT MOMENT…THE MOMENT I HAD TO
LEAVE I TOLD HER TO WAIT FOR ME. I WILL COME BACK FOR HER AND HUG HER ONE LAST
TIME…BUT IT NEVER HAPPENED.
I ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT HER GOODBYE WILL BE ON THE TIME THAT
EITHER I GET TO SEE THE ONE OR BE STABLE IN MY CAREER BUT NO, NEITHER HAPPENED
AND WORSE, THE DAY SHE LEFT WAS THE DAY I BROUGHT UP MY RESIGNATION.
EVENTUALLY I KNOW I WILL REALIZE THAT IT IS SO SELFISH OF ME
FOR STEPHY TO WAIT. SHE HAS BEEN WAITING FOR ME THAT I TOOK ADVANTAGE OF IT. I
HAVE NEVER FAILED MYSELF THIS MUCH THAN NOT BEING THERE FOR STEPHY
NOW THAT STEPHY CHOSE TO FINALLY LEAVE, I WILL COME BACK TO
ILOILO AND CHOOSE TO STAY.
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