Hello dear blog!
When will I ever accept that not everybody can understand?
When will I ever accept that I can not please everybody?
I still have social issues.

Anyway, I blame myself for being misunderstood. I don't blame people. It's my fault why I am an indecisive messed up bad person. It's okay. It will be okay.

I am sorry blog for using you only when I am extremely depressed.
Last night was the worst but glad I have Jearie and achi to tell the whole story and save my sanity.
I am a bad person and will continue to be one.
My self-esteem has gone below six feet.
I should stop being an over thinker.

I hope one day I get to find that cheery old me again. I hope but for now......
I am glad I am still alive.