On a loop
I feel like my life has been on a loop and it has not been nice.
I failed to finish my thesis on time because I focused so much on ClimateScience.
I wanted to build a career in the climate space but it feels like I am not given any opportunities to prove myself.
I feel like hanggang "volunteer" lng ako. It is very frustrating.
My scholarship will end this month and I am currently looking into jobs.
My employment life is not the best, heck is it good.
Job hunting years ago destroyed me, my dreams, and my self-esteem.
It's something I do not want to experience again but it feels like I am going back to that void.
I want to finish my thesis but anxiety and fear take over me I end up being stuck.
Dear Lord, I don't know what to do! I really hope to be of use.
Please, help me.
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