Dear Lord,

I am scared. I have been feeling several feels lately I am not sure if it is anxiety or depression but sometimes i just eant to cry because I am feeling heavy but there is no reason i should be. I believe to think otherwise. I believe that I am okay but it seems to be difficult. Dear Lord, I am scared. I do not know how I will be ok. I am too scared to tell other people. I don;t want to bother them with their live.

Dear Lord, if anything happens to me please pretty please take care of Mark Gil. We had a serious talk last night and neither of us will be giving up our religion. Either way I am grateful to have him. Please keep him safe and healthy as well as my mama and papa, my siblings, my crazy aunts and uncles and cousins and friends who became family.

Lord, I am tired but my time is not up. For Your will be done and I will keep on fighting.

-Jas