the struggle...

 Dear life,

I have not been taking care of you well lately. I used to do an all-nighter skipping meals when I was in ursumco and anxiety got the best of me with my sedentary life and eating unhealthy food. I am no longer what I though I would be. My stamina is weak and so is my spirit.

My body shows that. From getting high blood to lately getting bruises anywhere my body but mostly my upper thigh. I am scared but I blame no one. 

I wish nothing for my loved ones but good healthy and safety. You know Lord how I fervently pray for that. 

One day at a time. Through Your will.

Always,

Jas