overthinking
Overthinking a lot lately.
I left my job in URSUMCO as Area Supervisor. I left the people I love. I left the place I call home. Currently unemployed and have seven units of masterals in Chemical Engineering in UP Diliman. Masterals which I am unsure if I can finish kay shet so lisod. Now, I am anxious and tired. Being unemployed and holding on an unsure dream is tiring. I am just so unsure of everything and this will take me months to figure out.
I can not do much as I keep on missing my life back home and all the what ifs. What if I never left? What if I I get to si Mark everyday? What if I stayed employed? What if I go back? but on the other hand, what if I can do this? what if I finish this and be with mark again? what if I get that scholarship and finish this faster? what if I eventually get a better job?
I left my job in URSUMCO as Area Supervisor. I left the people I love. I left the place I call home. Currently unemployed and have seven units of masterals in Chemical Engineering in UP Diliman. Masterals which I am unsure if I can finish kay shet so lisod. Now, I am anxious and tired. Being unemployed and holding on an unsure dream is tiring. I am just so unsure of everything and this will take me months to figure out.
I can not do much as I keep on missing my life back home and all the what ifs. What if I never left? What if I I get to si Mark everyday? What if I stayed employed? What if I go back? but on the other hand, what if I can do this? what if I finish this and be with mark again? what if I get that scholarship and finish this faster? what if I eventually get a better job?
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