On being a mom...

Isn't weird? I was never considering being a mother. I had never imagined my life to be with someone...that is until I met my Poloy, my Mark Mahinay. I want to be a mother someday. I want to have family with Poloy. I can imagine having kids of our own. Oh I love to see it one day! Having mini me of mini Poloy then them coming up to us an being carried. Oh I do love to see one day Poloy taking care of our babies and putting them to sleep. Oh Lord, that future excites me.

I always want to be beside Poloy. I want to grow old with him. Take care of him and show how much I love him. Now we are far away (long-distance relationship). What comforts me is that 1. I know this is temporary 2. We are both reaching for our dreams 3. Mark is the most supportive partner ever! Dear Lord, I am always blessed because of him! Lord, funny how I remember I go to church and thank You for letting me meet him. I remember nag ask ko Nimo, if kung si Mark man gud para nako. Remember ko na nagsulti ko nimo nga unta naa ko ma meet na maka balance sa akoang energy nga active kaayo ug makapa realize nako how much nice maging chill lang ug maka realize akoang dreams. Lord, Thank you kaayo para sa akoang pinalangga! I never knew I could love someone this much! Thank you kaayo! Ganahan na gud ko unta magkita na mi Lord please! Miss na gud nako siya!!!!

Hehe karon kay mag binisaya na ko if comfortable na ko hehehe. Ahay mingaw na ayo ko sa akoang uyab!!!!!!!! Kung pwede lng unta muadto daun niya, muadto jud ko. Ma book na flight para september pud.

I love Mark Mahinay always and forever.

-Jas

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