MY TIME
WOW. Seems like I've been doing a lot lately...daming time.
Honestly, this post is should be about me saying goodbye to the millenial me, but we'll see.
Dear blog,
Me asking permission to you to have a temporarily farewell seems to be a stupid idea. We are never clingy in the first place. We can go on ignoring each other for months and even a year (one time) and still be the best of best listeners. Funny how I regard you as a person. Anyhow, you've been a great comrade! You have done so many good things to me I never expected than people whom I have met along the way.
I am still a mess blog but I am working on. I will keep working on it.
It took me months, year probably to get a hold of myself. I am still in the process of understanding myself and I know this process is fackin eternity. SUPERSTAR
Anyway, I am so much blessed to have very supportive family members and friends. I am so much blessed to be given so many time to enter people's lives and theirs to mine. I am so much blessed for all the opportunities God has given me...ADVENTURE.
I do not know exactly why I have to leave my accounts. I just have this feeling I have to. No, I am not deactivating, I find no reason for that.
Blog, i am not fine but I am okay. that's enough...for now. I am not sad. I just OVERTHINK...A LOT!
Right now, I am waiting for my parents to come home and I will attend mass and after that, I want my life to planned like I thought it was when I was in high school. I thought everything was settled for me, that I am one of those fortunates to have their life in a directed path (no one's path is ever straight)...but there is never a directed path. screwed.
I am no writer. I am no philosopher. I am no inspirational speaker....I am no superstar.
Gad, I do not even know if I want to know what I must know.
see how confusing I can be when the other side of me says there is nothing to be confused about. Gad, now I think I am bipolar or multiple personality disorder. OH gad. fack.
Part of me says that I am an overthinker and exaggerator and get a hold of myself.
fack.
I want cake. I dunno why I am saying this but I just want cake. chocolate cake.
ok bye
Honestly, this post is should be about me saying goodbye to the millenial me, but we'll see.
Dear blog,
Me asking permission to you to have a temporarily farewell seems to be a stupid idea. We are never clingy in the first place. We can go on ignoring each other for months and even a year (one time) and still be the best of best listeners. Funny how I regard you as a person. Anyhow, you've been a great comrade! You have done so many good things to me I never expected than people whom I have met along the way.
I am still a mess blog but I am working on. I will keep working on it.
It took me months, year probably to get a hold of myself. I am still in the process of understanding myself and I know this process is fackin eternity. SUPERSTAR
Anyway, I am so much blessed to have very supportive family members and friends. I am so much blessed to be given so many time to enter people's lives and theirs to mine. I am so much blessed for all the opportunities God has given me...ADVENTURE.
I do not know exactly why I have to leave my accounts. I just have this feeling I have to. No, I am not deactivating, I find no reason for that.
Blog, i am not fine but I am okay. that's enough...for now. I am not sad. I just OVERTHINK...A LOT!
Right now, I am waiting for my parents to come home and I will attend mass and after that, I want my life to planned like I thought it was when I was in high school. I thought everything was settled for me, that I am one of those fortunates to have their life in a directed path (no one's path is ever straight)...but there is never a directed path. screwed.
I am no writer. I am no philosopher. I am no inspirational speaker....I am no superstar.
Gad, I do not even know if I want to know what I must know.
see how confusing I can be when the other side of me says there is nothing to be confused about. Gad, now I think I am bipolar or multiple personality disorder. OH gad. fack.
Part of me says that I am an overthinker and exaggerator and get a hold of myself.
fack.
I want cake. I dunno why I am saying this but I just want cake. chocolate cake.
ok bye
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