Scared but I will be stronger

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 It has been almost four years since I have been in a relationship and one day you'll figure out that those four years will have to come to an end.

It will be the same world just a different approach on it. 

Honestly, I am tired. I am tired of overthinking and my understanding has come to a limit. I became toxic not just for Mark but for myself. 

I am tired of having no definite plans. I am tired of overcompensating. I am tired of ALWAYS understanding.

It will be for the best.

For now, thesis time and making myself better again.

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