Not ideal

 Yesterday, August 21 2020, was our 23rd monthsary. It was not the most ideal monthsary. Mark did not say goodnight the night before then calls me very early in the morning. I know that was just immature of me but I deeply appreciate mark and joked him about it. Still, I was blessed. The day progressed and we seldom sent text messages to each other. I was making myself busy with sleep, doing art stuff, my plants, betta fish, some wastewater readings and ps4. He was busy with what I think was with the manokan and he told me may new kanding siya. Nonetheless, we are used to not being so clingy basta video call late night. He called in facebook. It was all fine until the issue about his eye came up. Mark and I are not good when it comes to health aka the body. I was so frustrated I do not know what's happening. I want him to be okay and I am disappointed I can't do anything about it. Mark is trying his best but it turned out that it seemed like I was reprimanding him. I am an overthinker. I was a little angry but eventually things settled. Communication is always the key. I am beyond grateful for the most understanding and supportive boyfriend ever! I pray that he continues to be safe and be healthy!

-Jas