My dream is simple. My dream is to have a stable good-earning job then go to my family. The family Mark and I built.
If you ask me years ago, this is not what I wanted but after being alive for more than two decades, I realized all I ever wanted is to be stable. Earn, feel useful, and being worth it to my family.
Currently, I am full of anxiety. I am the point where I don't know where I wanted or the opportunities presented are far from what I really want. I am in a place I find very toxic and so are the people. I tend to compare with URSUMCO. Lord, if given a chance without considering anything, I would like to be back.
I am scared. I am confused. All I thought was there is this polymer science I was wanting to explore but I tend to deviate. Now, I am questioning is it ever worth it?
Lord, I want to go back home.