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Complicated things uncomplicated itself

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Here's the story. I was in a seminar years ago. There's this guy (let's call him A). We DID had something special. It WAS GREAT. It was somehow the best of the best times but eventually things changed. Sometimes the BEST was not we are meant to be. I stopped everything the day after the competition was done. Probably upto now he does not now the reason why. Not just him but all the people involved They did and still d not know. I made the two way relationship into one. It was FOOLISH somehow of me. As they say, things for me were somehow a wrong timing. I had a lot of dreams but at the same time I was a mess and I did not want someone to drag him/her into my very chaotic world that time. Months passed and I thought I was fine. Kind of had a lot of crushes but everytime I have something nice I would always think of making him jealous. I was such an arse. Yes. Very pathetic of me. Until eventually A had been going out with another girl who was my opponent in the leader

INDECISIVE

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In my last post I mentioned that some people need a special post but it was not a promise! YEHEY! Free from commitments! Anyway, it's 1:13am of May 3, 2013 Friday! I am somehow obsessed with time! Today is the deadline of prom-posal by ISAtv but due to lack of characters and STILL NO VIDEO EDITOR, I backed out! Our school ended its academic year last! Some schools already had their frst two-week vacation while we were still answering exams! By the start of my summer, I did nothing! Not literally nothing! I burnt the midnight oil watching TV, went to a lot of social networking sites and counted the days 'til April 22, the birthday of my favorite and only brother and the start of my dance class! By then everything seemed fine! Dance class which included Latin (Jive, Sumba, Rumba and Chacha), Contemporary, Belly dancing and Hip Hop/ Street dance was a lot of fun! I did live up with "AGE DOES NOT MATTER " motto! hahahaha Before I started this post I said I