My story

 I started to realize I have depression or anxiety or whatever you call that the moment I kept on sleeping for hours even a day for several days which happened after I have been crying myself to sleep because of self-questioning my life choices when I started master's but I also believe that it started way back. Probably when I received my first 5.0 grade is ES 13 wherein I studied hard but did not study well. Then came graduation wherein I was unhappy when I was not awarded the leadership award in sotech. Then, the interview with jg summit with some woman who I did not completely get why she cried during the interview. Siya nag interview siya naghibi?! I remember the question was if I like a routinary work or a flexible one. Told her I want a flexible work because I can be impatient tapos things escalated up to this day I don't get her. It was my gateway for a polymer industry. Up to this day I want to prove her wrong. Meet her again hoping she rots in hell. I will destroy her or some conspiracy in this world will. Anyway, I wish nothing but the worst for her. Also came masters wherein it was a 720 degree turn from my industry life and I was part-time and trying so much to prove to myself. A lot of things happened but I still believe that I am bigger than myself. That this is an illusion and I am stronger than I have ever been. 

Science will make or break this world.